Hard Day to Forget

It was a hot summer afternoon, when the sun was about to set in the west. A day when parents were away for work leaving behind their three sons. Before they took leave from the house they instruct their sons to clean the house and do some of the house whole chores. As they leave the three sons was happy to start on working with some of the house whole works. They were happy to lend a helping hand which their mother was to do. Soon after a tragedy was about to happen which the three sons doesn’t even know and believe that would occur. The youngest son was busy cleaning all the sofas and TV, while the middle son was cleaning up the rooms. The eldest son was cleaning up the kitchen all others which his two brothers don’t touch. They were busy chatting while working on their own assign work instructed by his eldest brother. After sometime they were tired and were all about to finished on what they were working. Since their elder brother was working on the kitchen after finishing his work he starts to make some tea and snack for his brothers. They all came together to have their tea and snack made by the eldest brother. The youngest brother was talkative and stubborn while his elder brothers were calm and listening to all his crap stories being told.

Having a good time they take a rest but still there was one last work left to do and was the most tiresome work of all, fetching water from the well to all the pots available. So, after a sometime his elder brother instructs how to execute the work in less time. He asked his youngest brother to fetch the water from the well while his middle brother would pour on to the tanks and he would carry the water from the well till the tank. This way it was easy and less effort put on from all the brothers. After three, four trip, the floor becomes slippery due to the water drop inside the room. Due to the slippery condition the eldest brother start to play on it running and sliding on the slippery floor, it was fun to him and looks fun to his brothers who come to join him later. But it doesn’t last long, after finishing with the job they still continue to dance and slid on the slippery floor. While dancing and sliding they start to push and slid which they don’t know about the dangerous state of that game they play. His elder brother push hard his middle brother to slid but fate was not with them that they, his brother lost his balance falling on the hard cemented ground on his face. Crying out loud for help while pool of blood visible on the floor, tensed was high among all brothers with no one to cry for help. His elder brother holds his brother up, seeing his brother tooth had fallen.

He starts to carry him on his back to the nearest hospital, while leaving behind his youngest brother in case if their parent arrives and to inform them about the incident. Soon after their parents arrive and on hearing the news narrated by the youngest son they rush to the hospital to see their sons who had been admitted. The eldest son still tremble in fear and scared. Enquiring on the status of the son they heard that he has lost two of his tooth in the accident but he was out of danger. And till now he still have the scare on his face. It’s been 8 years now but still his elder brother don’t still have that much guts to say sorry to him, as he still fear that his brother would not accept it. What should he do..???

~Gou Chongloui

Dying Bed

I lay on my sick bed,

Trying hard holding my breath.

My whole body’s numb,

No respond to anything except shock.

I cry out loud your name,

No one heard as dumb speak.

Whispering lips,

Hard to understand words.

Finding hard to go to sleep,

Afraid I might not see you again.

Your voice still heard,

Echoing through my ears.

My eyes are weary,

Hard to open them wide.

Hanging just an inches away from death,

All I could think of,

Your sweet lovely smile.

Heard you when you talk,

Quietly into my ears.

Tears rolled down your cheek,

Can’t even wipe off those tears.

No energy to console you,

Still my heart aches.

When you hold me,

I felt your warm hands.

Don’t let go off your tender caring hands,

I might not beat.

Can’t see your tears roll down cheeks,

I wouldn’t leave you, Stupid!

I’ll always be with you,

You’ll always be in my heart.

Hard to be in the ICU,

Where every second of life counts.

~Gou Chongloui

25 May 2012

NIGHT IS LONG

Sitting by the brook,
Lonely I was.
The winds howling,
Sky turns gray,
Lost all senses.
Restless I sat behind,
Counting on the Uncountability.
Nights long,
Days become shorter.
Pain inself grows,
Sorrow clout over me.

Ocean waves bigger,
Swallowing my eyes.
Often Dabble in,
Not for long.
My daftness follows.
Sitting all alone on peak,
Waiting to be drifted.
The Sun shine, moon emits light,
For how long would I see.

Grows in age,
Mind still fresh.
Trodden was my past,
Uncertain my future is.
Surround by walls of Jericho.
Crying out loud unheard,
Pleaded unattended.
Frozen my Heart is,
Mind minggles,
Less smile visible.
Cocktails face I saw,
Around me walking.
Trust is to no one,
And self the most.

Unworthy hardworking are,
Hidden tears fade untrace.
Days gone and days come,
Not the same anymore.
Envy are those whose smile paste in face.

Nights long and far…

~Gou Chongloui
24/07/11
05:00

Who are we the Northeastern people?? Who are the Indian in India??

Many answers can be drawn from these questions. But the real question is to the Northeastern people that do you feel like being treated like an Indian in the major cities of the Country. The Country itself speaks of incredible India, a land of diversity but what is the incredible word when our own family members are being treated as an outsider. Are the Northeast people really an “outsider”? But despite of many of this dejection face by the Northeast people, but still believe and consider being a proud Indian. Having a tag name of “Chiky”, to all the people from the Northeast, the mainland people, almost everyone don’t know where this Northeast, Manipur, Nagaland, Mizoram, etc is. This is funny to think, it’s like a person who doesn’t know where his brother room is in the house. It may sound funny to many but it’s the fact and has come across many of this situation.
With the increase and advancement of the people around the world where the best can only survive, the same goes to the Northeastern people where they start to drift outside to the major cities in search of good education and jobs for their life. But still their life of being outside away from home is different from the other people from other parts of India coming under the same roof with the Northeast people. In college and workplace they still have to be an outsider and consider being a foreigner. What is the different in North, South, East and West of India? Doesn’t it still come under the same roof called “INDIA”? Then why is the Northeastern still face discrimination in its own country? Who are to be blame? Is it the Northeast people, because of the different figure, small eyes, color of the skin? If this the reason than what is the significant similarity in the people from the North and south too..?? If we are being considered outsider, then where the Northeastern people does belongs to??
Even after suffering from many of these discrimination, harassment, molestation, rape, murder, etc, etc, we the Northeast people still proudly says that I am an “INDIAN”. Is there at any point of time the Northeast have troubled or have an enmity with the mainland people?? If so, when and where does that happen? If No, then why are the Northeastern people being attack for all the above reason stated?? Don’t they have their own sister or brother?? Or do they see the Northeast girls as a sex toy and boys as their punching bag where they can train for their killing?? Is this why INDIA is called a land of diversity or Incredible INDIA??

~Gou Chongloui

Corruption and its world

Corruption the greatest enemy of humanity;Root cause of all evils, diffuses Unity and Integrity.

With countless mouths to devour,Creating doubt, repudiate and erect a tower.

It knows nothing like kindness and excuse.Well known for capricious, reprieve and to refuse.

Merit, personality, ability are useless;Money, Gold, endless appetite only have its usefulness.

On the chest of huts, multi-storeys erected;For self interest poors and helpless dejected.

It has made, men, shameless, dishonest and dangerous. The world is afraid of such a virus.

Its root has gone, deep downTimber, tall, too high in the sky;Twigs are spread all around;

Leaves have covered the earth,Flowers and fruits abundance but poisonous.

That spare none, who comes to its reach,Tears of victims have pierced the soft hearts;

Alas! it could wash the sinner’s heart.Darling of the nation, we weep with you,

Stand always in weal and woe.Accept, solemn welcome by the people,Useless to solicit to selfish crippled.

Yet, get together to eradicate the acute.Clean our hearts to remove the brute.

~Gou Chongloui

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Aw kangai Gol ngai cheng,
Milding ahah ngei lenkhom lai.
Nom’ah laitol ilenkhom lai,
Kipa aum ngei nuikhom ni ho.
Nung kou kit kanom ngei’ye,
Nung kou thei lou phat chesa.
Twi mei bang I hinkho’u,
Achom ngei Gol toh lenkhom.
Ninou so kal ngah lel in kaum,
Loicheng somai mu nom jing.
Phat le ni’n eiphal lou hinkho,
Ngai um ngei lungkitoh ah lenlaini.
Somai kikim talou,
Loi che masa cheng.
Lung nga milni um deh lou,
Na cheng jing ui Lunglai’ya.
Khen na um jing jong leh,
Mol le lhang phaicham cheng’in.
Lung mit lhan na lang jing ui,
Golcheng somai kikim dil del.
Kimu to kit kal ngah lel in,
Golcheng somai mu nadin.
Gol mu nadin Paheng ngah,
Tan tih nei lou in kathum jing.
Milni um deh ponte phat’in,
Kum le lha kihei jong leh,
Loi le gol hina vang,
Tongsot in mang deh ponte.
Itih leh ka lengkhom kit dem tin,
Thanom in ka ngah jing nge.
Kagel jing I lenkhom ding’u phat,
Sun tin Jan tin he pha lou in.
Hung’un Loi leh Gol cheng,
Nom in lengkhom kit ute.
I lenkhom lai phat cheng,
Gel doh jing din lengkhom kit ute.

~ Goulien Baalke
07/01/2012.

Chapang Hynkho

Kana kap kichep na dei jeh in,

Ka lhi long innsung mi apot leh,

Kaki del loi cheng toh,

ka nui khom naute toh,

Neh di teng ne ding nga eiki kou,

Gol cheng toh nom tah a len khom lai phat

Ohh anom ngei hiche Hynkho chu,

Ohh kangai ngei, hung ki nung thei la hitalou,

Kou kit kanom ngei e nung kou thei lou phat,

Ohh ka da lha lel,

Kachapang Hinkho. Chapang ka kana.

~Gou Chongloui

An Unwanted Day

‘Twas dark and cold
Lost in voice
I crawl down the mud.

Dark clouds surrounds me
Sound of thunders sharp
Lighting strikes strong.

The cold winds blow hard
Great giant rains pour fast
Day was short and horrid.

Men search for shelter
Animals runs in caves
Birds hides in nest.

My Heart so cold and timid
Finding no roads to follow
All doors shut upon me.

Leaving a tear roll down my cheek
Foot on the lone pairs of death
My sorry told unheard.

Your shadow seems endless
Walking down the brook
My stretch arms so short.

Your last words still echoes
Your fragrant still remains in my arms
Your Love in the air to vanish.

Minutes seems years
I lost my way back home
No more hands to hold and guide me.

Given a chance
I would hold you back
In my arms seems like no tomorrow.

All I asked you is to come back
Reveal the untold words
Until you sleep in my arms again.

- Gou Chongloui

Gou Chongloui

Chilled Weather

 

Open my window, cold winds blow through.

Making me freezed abit, touches my nerves.

Little drops of rain falls through, making no space for Sun to penetrate.

Cold breeze blow, cooling my room and dark.

People around me enjoyed every little drops that fall.

Pleasant weather it was and romantic too.

Abit of nostalgia was set in mind, reminding me of Home.

Friends busy with warms clothes so as i was.

The cold touches my nerves making me run my nose.

Indeed a pleasant weather, reminds me of you, My Jaan.

To thank Almighty for letting me see and feels His wonderful.

I’m blessed.

~Gou Chongloui

Simple Decission

Life hard and worthy

Stand in diverge road

Two roads with both ends

Once taken no returns

One people travel less

Leaves fresh and still laying green

All i could see was no end

Another leaves were trodden

People do travel more

Wider and attractive

So i take the second one where people travels

But the ways was not as though

It was easy to travel but nothing was on way

If get a chance to travel back  rather would take the first

Life would be more simple and as though.

Life would be easier and better but here I am like a looser

Life seems meaningless in all sphere ways of looks.

Better choose the right road where you can walk through all life.

Make it Worthy all life

Its a simple decission but a tough one.

 

~Gou Chongloui

 

 

 

 

FragileAngel of my life…

You came like an angel
stays within me and changes me,
Your sweet little sparkling eyes,
None compare to crystal clear rare Diamond.
Your tender soft lips
Like untouched red roses.
Your straight hair,
are of the swift water fall.
Your beautiful sweet innocent smile,
Makes me numb and skip a beat.
The moon hides and bow,
when you smile at me as it shines bright.
Missing You my Angel, my Dear.

An Ode to my Friend

O dear good friend

Not long ago you left us,

Your fragrant still remains in midst,

Sweet words still struck our head,

Hate the election where lay your life,

Waited for you to be back here,

Incomplete we are without you,

Sports and music are cold waiting to be heat up,

Mum when your girl ask you,

Blind to see her tears below cheeks,

Mom searched and waited to come you home,

Friends mingle but pain inside them,

Meet again in ages hence,

Till you live in peace and we in remembering you.

REST IN PEACE

 

~Gou Chongloui

 

 

 

 

Short Trip to Mumbai

gou and lun

My Short and sweet visit to Mumbai

Mumbai as heard was it good and a nice place. The only thing I can’t stand with was the place with a crowded people.   It was 11 O’Clock by then making  myself  fresh and pack things to carry. Headed to towards the station of Pune where i can’t find my train or bus plying on to Mumbai. There was a great rush here and there. so i can’t get a train to Mumbai had a choice of bus by then. Booked myself for the bus and boarded by 14 hour we headed towards the so called Munbai expressway ( Mumbai Highway). There i sit where i was alloted making myself comfortable enough onto my alloted sit. The journey to Mumbai begin with the awsome highway view. It would be one of the most beautiful place i have ever seen. The journey still continue as we run down the highway road. The road were vast and cool has a cool look by nature. Reached Mumbai and then a place called Bandra seems like stars lives there. There I met my old friend Lulun guite who comes to pick me up. By the time  its 18 hour we headed straight to the place where he stays. We had a good dinner and make myself freshen up and i sit down and watch TV.  Then we went to sleep but sleeping was out of Question as there are many things to share between friends as its been quite a long time that we dont meet. The moment we enter the bed chat started about things that we do during one’s absent. After a long time of chatting went to sleep by the time it was already morning. The bright morning sun hit the rooms so had to sleep abit as tired was I. The moment we woke up and refresh ourself lunch was kept ready for us to have. As we dress up for the first sight-seeing we pack thing for the journey back to pune too. We take a local train to VT one of the place where there occur a terrorist attack in 26/11 seing all the places where there was once bloodshed was a heart broken moment as we do have the blood of an Indian. Then we headed towards the Taj Hotel where recently there was an attack that had just taken place. Still the security was tight enough and alert. There were many people who were also curious to have a glimse of the Taj from the Gate way of India where we stand too to have a view of the sight. It just a moment of heart fallen for the people who laid there precious life to protect our property and saves lives of his fellow men. Then had a quick view of the Mumbai port and the big ships and boats floating there but time wasn’t enough for me to stay long as we had to catch the train back for pune. Then the time come to say bye to Mumbai for this short visit and say to it im coming back. Then board the train back to Pune and was finaly back at home. This Thanggoulien (Gou Chongloui) with the visit to Mumbai.

My Inner voice

                    This is not a words that is spoken nor the words are audible to someother else. I’m trying hard to listen and understand what it is all about but couldn’t hear it as the voice echoes, making me difficult to understand. Where did it comes from??? Asking myself. This isn’t really a voice but its a wispeing sound that comes somewhere from my body trying hard to let someone else understand what it really means but in vain. I say its from my heart. Its the whispering sound that come from my heart and not from my mouth that just comes out instantly. It takes lots of time to think for the suitable words that can describe the pain that is here down in this little heart. It is indeed a painful thing to carry all this oneside. Trying hard to let her know how it feels and it hurts but well it wasn’t visible to her eyes and her ears turns down. Times passes by and feels like im not for her and she is not mine. But giving up was not a possible things to think right at that moment. She wasn’t hearing to what i say but she keep listening. She doesn’t know what i do but still her sweet little eyes were glue to me watching me every step i take. I was standing in the middle of a diverse road not knowing which way to take. The little way to let her go or the way that every men had step on it. It was hard standing there looking at both side of the road to which it ends. But both end seems to be not worthy enough as i was confuse. Decission making was hard but no third road to take. So i choose the little road after a long break and went on with it but that too seems turn as i think it wasn’t a suitable situation to think of it. She wasn’t the at that end but could only she her far waving me good bye with one hand in the air while the other was busy holding someones hand. I throw myself down and face the earth asking why me???? The only answer i get was you are late. So it all hopes that was gone by with the river that flows taking away all the pain and loneliness and broken hearted im here standing in a huge road hoping that someone could see me and wave me back. Love wasn’t by my side this time but with all hope in mind and new ways to come a new world that can change me. A girl of life to meet here i am waiting.

“If”

If you feel Depressed,

“Sing”

If you feel Sad,

“Laugh”

If you feel Ill,

“Double your Labour”

If you feel fear,

“Pluge ahead”

If you feel infrior,

“Wear new garment”

If you feel Poverty,

“Think wealth to come”

If you feel Uncertain,

“Raise your voice”

If you feel Incompotent,

“Remember past Success”

If you feel Insignificant,

“Remember your Goal”

Success

“If you want a success in life,

Only put your Heart and Soul to it.”

“You must set yourself  doggedly to it,

Keep working for it till the end.”

“You must have a burning single

minded desire for that object.”

“You must served the firm determination

Nerve to win at any cost.”

“You must have the patient

Preseverance to persist against

all odds and abstacles.”

“You must display the ability, will power

Stamina to put in sustained hard work.”

There is shortcuts to success.

Neither can success come solely

through luck or good fortune.

There is only one way to achieve success

The way that is less taken by man.

Hard work performed as per a well conceived

and imagination plan.

Work is the begining, the middle and the end

of….SUCCESS.

He who does not work will not succed

But He who works will accomplish success

In direct proportinal.

SuccesS….SuccesS……SuccesS

Merry Christmas

The Christmas fever is around here again as the birth of Chirst 2000 years back in the small town called Bethlehem. He come on to this earth as man and suffering all the things that man suffer from. But His love for you and me is so dear that He die on the cross where He is not suppose to be there. This is only for the Love that He has for the people he love. So think again and be blessed. Once again Gou Chongloui wishes you a Merry Christmas.

My first Hospitalization

Goulien during hoospitalization

 Its Dated 20 Nov 2008. X-3 Konark Campus, Pune

 

It was dawn when I peep out of  my window where my bed was facing the window. With a blanked on me as i was feeling cold inside. Than start to shiver, shiver beyond my control, my head seems to burst out with the heat inside. Couldn’t control myself but just roll around on the bed to and fro was all i can do at that moment. Friends come and saw a rain running down my face but it wasn’t a rain instead my hot body temperature was producing my sweat. Then in no time to spare they take my body temperature and it was 105 *F as it was to high for a body temperature they force me to go to the hospital for check up. It was 11:30 by then we are on our way to the hospital. They carry me through the emergency room where there were Doctors and nurses with their patient to bother. The moment I enter they let me lay down on a bed located besides me and start to ask what the situation was and how it was and answered back what i can. I swear this is what i don’t want in my life but my fate put me here. Never in my pass life stays in a hospital instead i use to be with the sick person besides them caring them. Here I’m here alone away from near and dear ones who can take good care of me while the absence of parents was also a question. Had to be strong in any case it comes trying to handle the situation alone by myself with friends around me caring me. It was my only a good fellowman of mine, Ningam Sengul who was besides me. He was taking care of me throughtout my stay there inside leaving all his work, classes etc just for the sack of me. He wasn’t ready to leave  me even for a single moment from the very time I was admitted till I was discharge. If I have to repay him back in terms of money I wouldn’t be able to repay him back for all the good deeds that you have done for me my dear friend Ningam. May the good Lord who sees everything bless you for the thing you have done for me. I was there laying besides all the sharp edged instrument on the tray which makes me more nervous. Had to control my nevousness as i know that i wouldn’t escape this. After all the formalities done by my friends with all the brief check up and they took my blood for some test then they shifted me to a ward where i was given a bed to sleep. By then it was quater to 3 and wasn’t sleepy but had to try, so i try to sleep and was fast asleep. 5 days gone by with all the boring days and had some visiter visiting me. Then i was call on the fifth day and give me all the reports which was all normal and exclaim that i can leave only after i get the last injection for the day ( I swear this injection make my hand numb as it was very powerful). By 30 mins pass 5 i got the last injection and that hurts alot and with the discharge in mind i just forget all the pain and let it go like that. Then by 6 all the payment was done and Alas! im out to see the world again after 5 days of being inside the hospital. This was a great experiences while i stay theremeeting all ways of life and all the suffering that people had, so i thank God for all this and being so kind to me sparing my life till now. Thank you all.

Friends I treasure 1

 ”Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend.”  Coz every friends that i have i would treasure them all in the core of my heart. I would love them to see that they stay in my heart even went they are that much far from away from me. Every friends that i had in my life makes a new door to a different world for me to see and experience that was once hidden from me. You can change a frown into a smile, when I feel down. You’ll understand my little trials, and lend me your hand. I’ll always share, my secret dreams, because you care. You worth more than gold, I’ll give you all the love, your heart can hold.  

Here are some of my friends that have been in my life and in my little world. They are whom i share everything and make a life with them while they are being apart of my little world. I’m starting from a friend that comes like a wind and stuck like a glue on me. Starting from the childhood period where there my friends lies.

A) Thangminjoy- He is the first  friend i ever had in my life. He was the son of my Aunty as having a family background as a brotherhood we were close enough.  At the same time we were born in the same year that give us a bondage of being togetherness. Being in the class and same locality we share many things in common. Even though now we are part time permit us to meet and share the time we spent together.

B)  A street Gangsters Friends, Seigoulun, Henkhopao, Henlenlal, Minthang and other friends back there in Langol(the place i stay). They have been with me for the past few year where we all shares the joy and happpiness. Do stupid stuff, Play football together, sitting togther chatting while some sing a song playing a guiter. Those would be a memorable days for me. Fight we fight together and had a real combination in it. Love you and miss you all guys. You guys will be with me always in my heart.

C) Thangsaiya- My best friend ever i had till date. “True friends are not born they are made”, he is the person whom i know right from my childhood staying togther going to same school same college. Its now time to depart due to personal choice in life while we always stay in contact. We share each and every things right from the tiny to the big stuff. We do things togther and trust me there is nothing that i do is not done by him and vice versa. Do things from the bad thing to good thing togther. Search him you’ll find me, Search me you’ll find him. Miss you Sai God bless you and have a best and bright future.

D) Ningam, Siipuni- My friend whom we never meet before but our fate had bring us here together and now making a bondage that holds tight and firm. Symbi the place where our destiny was had bring many joy and happiness in us. Hope and wish that we stay  togther firm and strong.

Life goes on and had to be apart from love ones and dear friends whom we had met once twice but stays here inside the heart forever. As we make friends people makes us their friend. As life goes on its own track we meet different kinds of friends and have different kinds of relationship with different friends whom we had met according to our desire.

May you all be my good and best friends forever and stay with me inside my heart. May you all have a good life and bright future.

All this are not the only friends that i have but there are many other whom i can’t name them all. Sorry for all the friends that i don’t name them. May in my volume 2.

En-Route to Symbiosis

“Hurray!!! Alas i’m done with my study” was the words that come out the moment i come out from my exam center for my secondary board exam. But i was wrong it wasn’t the last, instead a whole new begining of my carreer was to start. My mind was pluzzled with many things that what was and what am i going to do next. Things was not that easy as we all think. This is the question about my future and my life. My mind was about to settled down to do an engineering  and get to a reputed engineering college. But all of a sudden my mind change and try to stick on the decision i take. I decided to take an extreme step plus a challege for self to go into a corporate world where the demand was huge. A management college was the search for quite some time. Found some few reputed college and did all the formalities as instructed. Sitting on the examination hall for the first time to write which is not my major was not that smoth but  some how manage to write it well. Then after a period of time recieved a call from the University to inform me that i was applicable for the said management course. It was by God grace that i have all this success. It was Symbiosis Centre for Management Studies, Pune, Maharastra. At this point of time the college ranking for the BBA( Bachelor of Business Administration) was 3 all over India. Than i come over here to Pune where my destiny meet. With all the new faces and anthusiast in their eyes seems to care no one but their study alone. The college being one of the top ranked in India and have the name in abroad has their own self pride in themself. There student from all races come together as well as the NRI’s and the foreign national to got the opportunity to be name Symbian. Starts with a college induction week where all sorts of introduction was made. This is where my fate had bring me to make some fovourable future. But who holds their own future in their own hand but it lies in Him. Pray that i got what had been kept for me and hoping to get the things that is kept for me. Hoping to have the best and bright future.